When I felt tired, when I was about to give up, when I felt so annoyed, I was sitting in the corner, praying, crying and hoping for a better day. Today I woke up without remembering all the bad times I had, so different … I feel as if I’ve never gotten those bad moments. I lost my patience, was hoping to be strong again and today … everything’s changed, I feel that I’m fine!

If it’s not the fate to keep something, I give my life and troubles to Someone who’s above from everything, I just let Him to handle my everything. I don’t care what the others are thinking about this, they probably think I am such a kiddo. Okay then I am a kiddo and I cry easily, but I am a believer. I believe that He already has a wonderful plans in my life, far from what I’ve expected, far from what I think :) and I believe that everything has an aim, He has aim why I have to get all of the things around, bad or good moments, all of those have aim.

Now I am preparing myself to apply at another company in another city. If I get that job it means that its job is for me, but if I don’t get it, I believe that He’ll offer a better job for me. I hope that I will not be nervous when I am having a meeting with them, and yes, for those of you who don’t know yet, I am sure you don’t know this yet, but my way to talk is so stammer, my nerve doesn’t allow me to talk clearly, it stops my mouth from talking.

God Bless You all! :)